Summer of Love

Why is it so hard to find a person to like and to have fun with. This spring began with a voluptuous bloom of romance & opportunity...where did the love go? ARGH!!! I have begun to feel a renewed sense of being fatally flawed. Ouch!

Love is really just an illusion

Sadly, love is just an illusion. It's as elusive as a rainbow. My how we fool ourselves in the name of love, romance and sentiment. How could I be so taken in? Again and again and again.

Blogged Down

I'm just terrified of change. And a new job might mean just that.

Power Bloom

The cherry blossoms are fluttering all over Washington DC. Julia and I are compatible travelers. She is off to the White House with her Uncle, Aunt and cousins. Me, I am enjoying the luxuries of a gloriously appointed hotel.

Spring Break Fatigue

Spring Break with Julia began with a jumpstart! Got going 4 hours too early so have spent an unremarkable morning downing Starbucks and watching CNN as President Obama signed the Healthcare Bill.

Dream Job Paralysis

I have an acute case of dream job paralysis. This means that when presented with an option or opportunity that perfectly fits my life vision, I stop dead in my tracks, paralyzed with fear of EVERYTHING UNKNOWN. Afraid to go for it and get rejected. Afraid to ignore it and get hit a backlash of regret.

But let it be known that today, I will break out of my pattern, shatter my own paradigm and GO FOR IT with reckless resolve. Onward and forward into the fertile frontier of the unknown. Godspeed.

mothers & daughters

Today Lexi let me photograph her.